I was dreaming of you again last night
like a revelation, my separation shines in front my eyes
Dreams were the life I was living
but real was the bitter taste the days kept bringing.
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Like a liquorice was the anger truth that kept me drunk Hope words and thoughts vanish in the smokey dusk Trapped in the top of my life I fall looking for you, in the maze of the lonesome love. _________________________________________ But then again, in dreams I felt loved, and I fall inlove What is this bitter joy I can’t hold on? I didn’t ask for it, so from where does it has come? My reality keeps betraying my dreams, it had betrayed my love. ________________________________________ You were never here, nor are you a part of me I kept myself apart, silence kept me at ease You are not real, and is stupid keeping the hope oh where have you gone my childhood love. ________________________________________ I will sink in this reality unwillingly now I will die in this anger hopefully, any second from now. I will finally melt the iceberg that is keeping me from falling apart I will finally break myself in a thousands pieces no one would ever gather up.
Like a liquorice was the anger truth that kept me drunk Hope words and thoughts vanish in the smokey dusk Trapped in the top of my life I fall looking for you, in the maze of the lonesome love. _________________________________________ But then again, in dreams I felt loved, and I fall inlove What is this bitter joy I can’t hold on? I didn’t ask for it, so from where does it has come? My reality keeps betraying my dreams, it had betrayed my love. ________________________________________ You were never here, nor are you a part of me I kept myself apart, silence kept me at ease You are not real, and is stupid keeping the hope oh where have you gone my childhood love. ________________________________________ I will sink in this reality unwillingly now I will die in this anger hopefully, any second from now. I will finally melt the iceberg that is keeping me from falling apart I will finally break myself in a thousands pieces no one would ever gather up.